Thursday 27 June 2019

Thursday, or Thereabouts - June 27, 2019

Tomorrow, 7am will be silent.
Tomorrow, no windows will resonate with the rumble of school buses.
Tomorrow the 3pm 'rush hour' convoy of those same buses returning their precious cargo home, will be absent.


The rhythm of my day will be a little disturbed tomorrow, and even more so come Tuesday, without these timepieces; like the bell and drum towers of ancient China, they signal the opening and closing of the day. I'll get over it, of course, the sun streaming in my bedroom window will see to that, and come September I'll be disturbed again, this time by the return of the yellow rumblers to my street. Ah, but that begins all tomorrow.

Today is the Last Day of School!! WOO HOO!
Oh, remember the joy of it all?


Ripping the paper off textbooks, coverings that had been so carefully cut, folded, applied and decorated ten months earlier were then triumphantly handed back to the teacher, stripped of all interest.

Clearing out my desk and discovering that crumpled up test paper stuffed way in the back corner, the one with the big red "D" on it, then gleefully tossing the offensive paper in the garbage can - no way that was ever coming home.

Gathering up the standard issue pink workbooks (Pink? What were they thinking??), some of my artwork (only some because art was never my forte), a few remaining coloured pencils (a full set of twelve never survived ten months of grueling work), and last by no means least, my prized possession, a wooden pencil box with a lid that slid open to reveal four bright yellow HB pencils and one slender white pen with blue lettering, "Etobicoke Board of Education." All got stuffed into a bag for homecoming, with one addition - a white envelope containing The Report Card.

I recall that one year, the teacher called each one of us to her desk to receive the envelope. She whispered a comment and the room number for next year's class. I was told, "Well done April. Room eleven." It was a mixed message. I was already in Room 11, in fact, I spent grades 4, 5 and 6 in Room 11 - the annual shuffling of rooms and teachers didn't get me anywhere it seemed.

No matter, the last thing on my mind as I dashed out the school doors that day was next year's class.


A vast expanse of uninterrupted playtime stretched out before me and September was nowhere to be seen on my radar. Getting up when I wanted, sometimes to just see the sunrise from the lounge chair on the back porch. Riding my bike all over the neighbourhood, sometimes taking longer treks, farther from home just to see how far and how fast I could go. And long afternoons spent in our backyard pool until with fingers puckered like prunes, I'd drip over to the towels to bake dry in the sun. Then back in the pool again!


1961 - Dad & I in the pool, supervised by Gram & Gramps
1969 - me diving in, Mom in the background, ball in the air

Life was good!

Fast forward some 50 years or so, and the last day of school doesn't have quite the same kind of energy. There is no desk for me to clear out, no textbooks to return, no wooden pencil case and thankfully no report card! And we don't have a pool in the backyard.


But the strawberries are now just ripe for the picking and the Canada Day long weekend sits on the doorstep ready to kick off summer with a celebration of all things Canadian.







It's not just a single day anymore but three or four days of festivities and fireworks across the country.



I am so very fortunate to have the privilege of living in this great land and I am thrilled to be a part of the colourful mosaic that is Canada.

Life IS good!







©2019 April Hoeller

Monday 24 June 2019

Monday Moanings - June 24, 2019














While Spring's rehearsals for the solstice were dogged by no shows, missed cues, sour notes, and overall sloppiness, the weather symphony still somehow managed to pull off a magnificent summer overture this weekend. Brilliant sunshine, fabulous blue skies, warm (not hot) days with low humidity. Summer perfection! 










As a kid, I loved the summer... 

1971 - Mom hosting a summer party

Hot! Hot! Hot! 


So hot the tar bubbles up between the pebbles on the road; round, shiny black globs. I can smell the tar - acrid gasoline fumes rise up from the road surface. My flip flops stick haphazardly as I walk; sometimes a step is unhindered, other times the foam sole sticks then releases raising fine black strands of gooeyness. Round flat, black globs decorate the bottom of my favourite summer footwear. I scuff over to the lawn hoping the grass will wipe away the sticky tar. It's futile. Now I have flip-flops with green grass clippings stuck to them...


Happy days indeed! Wind in my face bike riding, 5¢ popsicles, 10¢ ice cream cones, Coppertone® suntan lotion (no sunscreen!), big circulating fans swirling in the windows (the only A/C back in the day), family bbq's and a backyard pool made summer an absolute delight.

1959 - our first pool:1ft deep x 10ft diameter; with my older sister and I (white bathing cap)

1960 - Pool#1 with my younger sister

We didn't have a heater so a pool freshly filled in June began at 16°C (or less!) and crawled its way to a blistering 23° by mid-August. Those were the days of Fahrenheit, so "Arthur" our pool thermometer actually registered 74. One banner year I recall 'Arthur' made it all the way to 78F. In the early part of the season, while Dad was at work, Mom and I added buckets of hot water to the pool. When Dad came home, he splashed his hand in the pool and announced, "It's warming up nicely!" Mom and I just smiled.

1971 - Mom in pool # 3: 4ft x 15ft

1972 - Dad hamming it up!


Those were the days...

1972 - Me on a summer Monday - moaning...


©2019 April Hoeller

Thursday 20 June 2019

Thursday, or Thereabouts - June 20. 2019

April, May and June showers bring...

Spring in these parts has been a little wet and cool and lacking in consistent hours of sunshine. Here's the chart for our solar panels - unless the sun shines every day, all day for the rest of this month (not very likely - it's overcast and raining today), our Q2 power production will be way short.


On the upside - the world outside my door is green...


...really green!


...and mean! 
The skeeters and blackflies are big, bountiful and bloody, discouraging forays into the outdoors when the weather is nice.

Image by Jomar Junior from Pixabay

But as the garden had been more than three days without a drenching from Mother Nature, early yesterday morning I drenched myself in bug spray and went out to water the garden. Hanging baskets, planters and garden flowers were alive with colour and bountiful blooms.

Come, enjoy my piece of Eden.









Gladiolus rising to the occasion








©2019 April Hoeller

Monday 17 June 2019

Monday Moanings - June 17, 2019




Just in case you hadn't heard or read, the Toronto Raptors are the NBA 2019 Champions.

Today 2M+ people are expected to line the victory parade route through the streets of Toronto. Not even in my wildest dreams would I ever want to be in the city today. Why would any sane person? I don't get it! I don't understand all the hype and excitement.

Yes, it is the first time in NBA history that "We the North," that team from the other side of the border, has won the championship. And yes, that is something to celebrate. What I can't wrap my head around, what I don't share with so many of my Canadian brothers and sisters is the unbounded revelry that has overtaken the citizenry.



Flipping between national TV channels looking for the Friday evening news, one might have begun to think that nothing else happened anywhere in the world that day that was even the slightest bit more important than the Raptors' win. Was it really that monumental? Not in my book. I'm not saying that this win shouldn't be celebrated. I am proud that a Canadian team, the team from my home town, won. But I'm not wild with joy and I don't understand why so many others are.


Are we so desperate to have something to celebrate in this otherwise troublesome world that a winning sports team composed of highly paid multinational men can evoke an upwelling of celebration the likes of which have not been seen since heaven knows when?

Are we so desperate to be with others, to be a community gathered together in person to celebrate in the otherwise technology isolating world of virtual friends that a professions sports team championship win can activate an ejection button catapult us away from our seats in front of video screens? To meet and be with hordes of real people? To talk and laugh, scream and cheer, be excited and joyful together?


A high need for celebration and community. Yes, perhaps that's what's fueling all the hype and hoopla. I can understand that. It makes sense to this curmudgeon sitting in front of a computer screen this Monday, moaning.

Cheers folks.
And, for the record:

Well done, Raptors!

image: Toronto Raptors Facebook® page



©2019 April Hoeller





Thursday 13 June 2019

Thursday, or Thereabouts - June 13, 2019

Remembering Dad

In 1914, 30% of households had a telephone and 20% had electricity; less than 20% had a cooking stove and less than 10% had a car. The crackle of radios, the hum of refrigerators, and the gurgle of clothes washers had yet to enter homes.

Jim and Ella Cudbird of Carlaw Avenue in Toronto welcomed a son into this world on December 4, 1914. They named him Beverley Swann Vassar Cudbird.

Dad with his Mum - Spring/Summer 1915

First Day of School - September 1919

His eyes were on the clouds and stars as he went on to university. Meteorology won over astronomy and so began his career as a weatherman.

1937 - Trinity College, U. of T.

He married his "American Beauty" in November 1944 then swept her off to Newfoundland, where he was posted during WWII.


After the war, they lived in Ottawa for a time where, in 1947, their first daughter was born. The 1950s saw the family settling in the Toronto suburb of Etobicoke. Two more daughters were born, me in 1953 and my younger sister in 1959.


1962 - Dad's girls

Dad's career progressed at great speed as computers began to appear. He was a key figure in the development of weather data processing techniques. In the 1960s that expertise took him to Nigeria to assist in that country's entry into the digitizing of weather data. For this work, the federal government awarded him the Canadian Centennial Medal in 1967 for having provided valuable service to the country.

My wedding in 1975 offered the perfect opportunity to wear the medal.



A cancer diagnosis in the late 1970s did not stop Dad from doing what he loved - forecasting the weather. He retired from Environment Canada and became the staff meteorologist for radio station CFRB. I like to think he pioneered that media role. Of course, radio has some definite advantages over TV; presenters don't have to worry about what they're wearing, and as in my Dad's case, one doesn't even have to be in the studio. Most of Dad's broadcasts came from the upstairs den in my parents' condo in Etobicoke. If you listened carefully to some of those broadcasts you could hear the chattering of the two teletype machines that spewed out the latest observations and forecasts on reams of newsprint paper.



Dad inspired my love of photography. He began with 35mm slides to which in the sixties, an 8mm movie camera was added along with a "portable" tape recorder, all of which were slung over and around his shoulders throughout the family trip to Europe in 1964.












Dad also loved Dixieland Jazz, Willie Nelson, and military brass bands, especially the Coldstream Guards. Broomstick in hand (instead of a rifle), he marched around the living room often with his daughters following in behind. Sometimes he added a deliberate and exaggerated limp to his step.



He loved the New York Mets but was happy to embrace the Toronto Blue Jays - as long as the Mets weren't in town!











I find it hard to believe that he's been gone since the Spring of 1984. Seems like just yesterday he and I took to the waves off Breezy Point.


Happy Father's Day, Dad! 



©2019 April Hoeller

Monday 10 June 2019

Monday Moanings - June 10, 2019


A Saturday road trip down through Niagara wine country for a much-anticipated celebration of all things family - Mother's Day (late), son and daughter-in-law's wedding anniversary (recent), and Father's Day (early) - was blessed by bright sunshine and perfect temperatures for strolling. We enjoyed our time together in Jordan Village. Getting there and home again? Not so much.


In my memory bank, this drive was always a delight with glimpses of Lake Ontario, forests and farmland, before the stacks of the steel factory in Hamilton announced the entrance to Niagara region where the best apples, peaches, pears, and plums grew, where now grapes have joined the bounty on offer and wineries flourish. But now the route is hemmed in by condo's, business parks, mega-malls, and the roadway is clogged with traffic. True, there is the express toll road that one can use to avoid much of the congestion. It is fast and efficient but mind-numbingly boring. This drive is just not fun anymore!

Image by Jarosław Igras from Pixabay

It's enough to make me want to stay home - almost. It is enough to make me want to find alternate routes, to explore roads less traveled at a more leisurely pace, a way that allows for glimpses of grand landscapes along routes that offer passage through small villages and towns dotted with roadside markets. I want the travel to a destination to be half the fun. Something akin to a dodgems gauntlet is not it!

Image by Siggy Nowak from Pixabay

All of which has me pining for a paper roadmap, the ones that gas stations always had for sale behind the counter and reeked of gasoline and oil. The ones that could always be found in the car glove compartment underneath the flashlight (aka receptacle for dead batteries), the first aid kit and the tissue box. The ones that required serious effort to refold properly. These maps were direction finders, adventure guides and marvelous visual textbooks of geography. My smartphone or tablet just doesn't cut it. Not even the widescreen of my laptop can unfold the wonder of those paper roadmaps.
I found this one (1996?) stuffed in a side pocket of the driver door of our car. For $2.95 the whole of Ontario could be at my fingertips.


Then there is this Cadillac version which laid out the roads in grand detail for $19.95. Also stuck in the side door pocket.


Fewer trucks, fewer cars. The open road and the possibility of a surprise around every corner!
Those were the days.



©2019 April Hoeller